My tantra journey

Well, like I said last week, my tantra journey with V is on hold really.
there was a just miss contact last week. :(

SO my tantra journey has taken a turn.
More meditation.
Daily now.

I had dropped off for a while, with just me not making the time to do it.

then I read something:

'Mindfullness is just a work without meditation'

wow that really shocked me back into awareness of the need, the desire to meditate.

then with awareness and meditation I become more aware of my sexual desires, where I want to go. or just aware of the desire inside me.

does that make any sense?

LONG TIME

Long time no post huh?

what is up with me and my muse....

well once we were 'found out' things had to come to a screeching halt for a while.
contact now is minimal, sort of my choice. Not what I want really, but what I am doing at the moment.

I don't get much traffic here since I don't post, but I have nothing of a sexual nature to post about really. Sex with wife is pretty vanilla....

Like last night for instance... when she is putting an ice bag on her pussy
I am like
what are you doing?

she says well she feels something coming on, it feels tight like she has to pee, and she is trying to relax the muscles... In NO mood for anything frisky....

Putting ice on her pussy....
there is a metaphor in there as well...